Okay, I know this is kinda strange but you all have to listen to a song called "My ego" by Regurgitator.
Now, , I have told you this song. I got the lyrics a little wrong but the first part is right!!!
I don't care what you have to do, everyone. Look it up on youtube or google. i suggest google considering its easier and listen to the song. And actually listen to the lyrics and the song. And even if you hate it, i don't care:
I LOVE IT!
I'm so excited for some reason!!!!

Its so funny! I was listening to it on the radio and I thought it was a Yaoi song because of what this guy was singing about. Turns out its not..., at least I think its not. And even if it was, I still LOVE this song.

Its kinda understandable why I thought it was Yaoi, okay!
These are lyrics sung by a guy:

One night while I lay sleeping
A phantom ghost came creeping
He entered through my door
And tip toed across the floor

And when he reached where I lay
He leaned right to my ear
though softly he seemed to say
his words were very clear

Hi Me, he said how you been
It's been too long slip me some skin
My goodness how you've grown
And hasn't time really flown

I've come to tell you what's what
And really fuck with your head
Tell you what's hot and what's not
You're gonna wish you were dead

Hello, welcome to my ego
Wherever I go he goes
Ain't it just so creepy
Freaky-deaky oh no
Now we're outta control
Acting like an arsehole
Welcome to the show!

Now looking in the mirror
Face to face with the horror
It's apocalypse now
But starring Stephan Chiau

This guy is really scary
This weirdo's freaking me out
He's asian but he's hairy
It's freaking creeping me out

I don't know who this dude thinks
He's tryna fool and convince
You his bullshit doesn't stink
And... how big his dick is

How slick his shit is and
how sick this hit is
And how fit his bitch is
Think he should mind his business

Hello, welcome to my ego
Wherever I go he goes
Ain't it just so creepy
Freaky-deaky oh no
Now we're outta control
Acting like an arsehole
Welcome to the show!

Last night right after the show
I had to let myself go
I got too needy wouldn't leave me
For one second alone

But I still sleep with myself
That's kinda complicated
I steal the blanket as well
That gets me so frustrated

No touchy touch... But who knows
What goes on while I sleeping,
pop no doze
lie there and watch me softly gently breathing

Write poetry and sweet prose
And send it to myself
We'll always be together
cause there's nobody else

Hello, welcome to my ego
Wherever I go he goes
Ain't it just so creepy
Freaky-deaky oh no
Now we're outta control
Acting like an arsehole
Welcome to the show!

Now to end this journal I'm gonna write this:

THE BEST PART ABOUT KEEPING A SECRET IS SECRETLY TELLING SOMEONE YOUR SECRET THEREBY SECRETLY ADDING ANOTHER SECRET TO YOUR SECRET COLLECTIONS OF SECRETS, SECRETLY.